Jessica and Baby

OK so this doesn't really have anything to do with my pregnancy but i just need to vent. Me and my family went on vacation this past week to Ocean City and they were nice enough to take my husband. Well he was lazy and unappreciative and treated me like crap in front of my mom. I mean it's bad enough that he treats me like crap anyway and being pregnant on top of that, but to do it in front of my mom was just outrageous. Well after that I didn't really have a choice but to leave him. And as easy as it may seem to leave someone that treats you like that, it wasn't. It was/ is one of the hardest things I ever had to do. I basically can't seem to stop crying. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with me being pregnant, but it's still so hard. He keeps trying to get me back and saying really sweet things which makes it even harder. Part of me just wants things to go back to the way they were before he started treating me like dirt, and part of me wants to go on with my life. I'm still a little confused but I think I made the right decision. I just want to be happy again.

Survey
1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Jessica
2. WHERE ARE YOU FROM? Pennsylvania
3. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 20
4. WHAT IS YOUR MARITAL STATUS? Married
5. WHEN IS YOUR EDD? February 15, 2009
6. WHAT NAMES DO YOU HAVE PICKED OUT (IF ANY)? Aiden for a boy, but still undecided for a girl.
7. DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER CHILDREN? No, this is my first! 

I'm pretty new to livejournal and still don't really know what I'm doing. I'm looking for other young mom's/mom's -to-be, or women around the same due date, but anyone can add me!

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